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League Of Legends Stamp by simoverde
League of Legends: Kog'Maw Stamp by immature-giraffeDraven Stamp Skin by DweynieJinX Stamp by Dweynie

Pacific Rim:

Cherno Alpha by QueenJawsGipsy Danger by QueenJawsStriker Eureka by QueenJaws
Crimson Typhoon by QueenJaws

Far Cry 3:

Vaas- dances by Coley-sXeVaas- hello by Coley-sXeFar Cry 3: Vaas stamp by Ziedrak
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Dance Central:

70s LU$H by ZiedrakDCoy Stamp by ZiedrakHarmonix Stamp by Ziedrak
'00s Riptide by Ziedrak90s Flash4wrd stamp by Ziedrak80s Hi-Def Stamp by Ziedrak
I Heart Dance Central by MallyLove60For Noko by Ziedrak.:: Glitch Stamp ::. by Shear-Rohark
Hi-Def Crew Stamp by NatsukiNekoRiptide Stamp by RachelRoseLitts

Young Avengers:

MarvelStamp.TwinThing by AleksandrosHulkling x Wiccan by AsphyxiatedPuppeteerMarvelStamp.Speed by Aleksandros

Assassin's Creed:
Shaun Smile and Nod Stamp by BlastedKingAltair Assassin's Creed Stamp by thatfire-stock:thumb165309250:
Where is Charles Lee?! by Zero-G-RavenBring It On Stamp by SpannedSoulYusuf Tazim Stamp by Dark-Zeblock
Cesare Borgia 2 STAMP by lonewinedAssassin's Creed stamp by AHMED-ARTAC:Revelations - stamp by Clopina
:thumb302817930:Connor AC3 by Coley-sXeHaytham by Coley-sXe

Sherlock:
SH Happy Holmes Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Cap or Death Frisbee Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Sherlock and John Stamp by TwilightProwler
SH Sherlock and John Laughing Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Moriarty Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Mycroft Stamp by TwilightProwler
SH I am SHER-Locked Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Sherlock + John Nobody Could Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Greg Lestrade Stamp by TwilightProwler

Doctor Who:
DW Weeping Angels Stamp by TwilightProwlerDW TARDIS Stamp by TwilightProwlerDW Winking Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwler
Dancing Doctor 11 Stamp by TwilightProwlerStamp - Whoooyeah? by deaddoll00DW Doctor Minus Balance Stamp by TwilightProwler
Dancing Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwlerEleventh Doctor Stamp by TwilightProwlerDW Dancing Ood Stamp by TwilightProwler

Mass Effect:
Mordin Stamp by trulyquixoticalTurian Bartender Stamp by MekenMass Effect Stamp: Tali by Karithina
Mass Effect 2 Stamp: Samara by KarithinaBig Stupid Stamp by FakkeltogTalkLikeAHanar STAMP by AirieFeristo
TalkLikeAelcor STAMP by AirieFeristoMass Effect Stamp: Joker by KarithinaMass Effect Stamp - 'Reapers' by SitarPlayerIX

Supernatural:
Supernatural PUDDING stamp by limpet666Supernatural by kicsiannaDeanCastiel yaoi fangirlizm by Bloody-Changeling
happeh dean by Bloody-Changeling:Cas Lick Stamp by SweetDukeSupernatural by Arunaudo
Dean dies stamp by Bloody-ChangelingCrowley Stamp - Test by LaJollyPervy Dean W by Wingsofheaven00

Korra:
earthbender stamp by steamworkMeelo - OMNOMNOM by ShinyCationBei fong stamp by Wytefade
I'm a Snowbender! 2 by ShinyCationAmon stamp 2 by LithestepWoo hoo! by tenzin-woohooplz
Legend of Korra Stamp by TrishRawrzGeneral Iroh Stamp by PanflaFire Ferrets by ShinyCation

One Piece:
STRONG WORLD one piece stamp by ZochoDesesperated Sanji stamp by Okami-Moony+Stamp+ OP Team Edward Newgate by TenshiNoFuu
Whaaaaat?!!! - stamp by Hele-JaguarLuffy - OP Stamp by KaorulovThe Red and The Clown .stamp. by CibiaH
ace stamp One piece by titaniaerzaCrocodile Stamp by Ibu-kiSTAMP: Impel Down by Vegapunk89



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Doctor by Psycho-PatheSquare Tune Shark by NorthboundFox
Hiddles Smile Stamp by TwilightProwlerRDJ Kisses For Everyone Stamp by TwilightProwlerMcFassy Stamp by iondra
Devil Survivor 2 STAMP by IwonnAmaterasu and Shiranui -stamp by ClopinaRE4 stamp by thechaosproject
I Love My 360 Stamp by FeveredDreamsPersona User Stamp by MurdererDelacroixXiahou Dun Stamp by ginacartoon
Sima Yi's DLC by ginacartoonPang Tong's DLC by ginacartoonXiahou Dun's DLC by ginacartoonLu Bu's DLC by ginacartoonSun Shang Xiang's DLC by ginacartoon
John Marston ftw by BeryluneeLandon Ricketts Stamp by HajinMonButterflySkrillex Stamp by Miglia-Di-Nerds
Stamp12 by nupaoSH Holmes Good Evening Stamp by TwilightProwlerRobert Downey Jr: Smirk by Tokisama
DW River Song Stamp by TwilightProwlerSH Holmes and Watson Stamp by TwilightProwlerMatt Smith BOOM Stamp by TwilightProwler
Loki Facepalm Stamp by TwilightProwlerLoki Hiddles Smile Stamp by TwilightProwler:SH Holmes and Watson Compromsing Position Stamp by TwilightProwler
Matt and Karen Dance Stamp by TwilightProwlerRay Has Happy Feet by GreedLinMatt Smith Facepalm Stamp by TwilightProwler
HEART Crowley_MarkS STAMP by SabubuAce Ventura Stamp by acww-freak08Assemble by Capsicles
Seb and his pineapple by Wingsofheaven00:thumb289596191::

Problems

Wed Aug 6, 2014, 8:40 AM
It feels like I've been overwhelmed with problems lately. I had to leave university, our economy is shitty and we're not selling enough in the family shop, there're too many things to pay and the prices only go up. I left in the mid term after a year and half of learning almost nothing at all, leaving with a debt of 8200 pesos. I still haven't been able to study for the accountancy test I owe to my high school since 4 years ago and thus I can't do the tests I also left to do in university.

I need to find a job to pay the bill and help out with it. I have neglected my drawing for a while and I'm not happy with anything I do, the fights in house with the grandparents keep happening almost every day and lately I've been feeling like shit.

I can only find a bit of peace of mind and happiness with my friends, fooling around on Minecraft or AION, so after isolating myself for the past month I've done nothing but reach level 45 in an online videogame.

Watching/reading things about trans* people and their changes and they coming out to their families just makes it all worse since it reminds me of the situation I'm in and the shitty body I'm stuck with. Which also reminds me I've gained weight since I do nothing but eat all day (plus my metabolism is crappy and I can't bring myself to work out much because of the sucky surgery I had a while ago)

Big and small problems all gather together and it makes everything shitty, I hate the idea of working from 8 am to 8 pm dealing with stupid people all morning, afternoon and night, but I guess there's not much of a choice. I feel irritated all the time and the smallest things set me off sometimes, I've been lacking sleep since my brain won't seem to shut itself off lately, I feel guilt ridden for making my mom spend all of the precious money in my shitty art studies and I hate myself for not putting a better effort while I was still studying.

I just hope anyone reading this doesn't have to deal with stuff like this.

I'm tired and all I want to do is forget the fact that I have shit to deal with. Wish I could immerse myself in a video game forever and not deal with real life issues *sigh* since that's the only thing I'm good at... People tell me to stay positive and keep fighting, but it all sounds like just a bother lately and that only makes it worse.I'm trying to come at peace with everything since I have no other option :/

I can't make anymore promises of drawings, but if I can beat this shitty mood and draw something decent enough, I'll make it.

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Time In A Bottle
  • Reading: -
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  • Playing: AION
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ilovetdroti101:iconilovetdroti101:
ello!!!!
Tue Jun 25, 2013, 7:22 AM
Ziedrak:iconziedrak:
I've been really busy with uni stuff guys, updates soon! ALSO I STARTED TO WORK SO YEY MONEY
Wed Jun 12, 2013, 8:45 PM
RefractiveIllusion:iconrefractiveillusion:
HEY :L
Fri May 31, 2013, 10:10 AM
RefractiveIllusion:iconrefractiveillusion:
YES. BECAUSE THAT'S HOW I DO THINGS.
Thu Mar 7, 2013, 9:06 PM
Ziedrak:iconziedrak:
ahahaha homg shoutbox and inner voices for the win? XD
Sat Feb 2, 2013, 3:42 PM
RefractiveIllusion:iconrefractiveillusion:
I'll be using inside voices thank you very much shoutbox.
Wed Jan 30, 2013, 7:45 PM
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i love how u draw bodie and glitch blarg
Thu Jan 3, 2013, 9:20 PM
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BLARG >:V SDGSFRDGWSRGWS
Thu Jan 3, 2013, 9:18 PM
ManishaChan:iconmanishachan:
OHHHHHHHHHHH SHOUTBOX INTERESTING
Thu Nov 29, 2012, 8:26 AM
Ziedrak:iconziedrak:
Ahahaha XD wow, first shout goes to Bell! XD
Mon Nov 26, 2012, 7:03 AM
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Luna-Bell07 Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014  Student Writer
Don't know if you're still here, dear, or even if you're still in a relationship with Dance Central. I wonder if you'll be happy to know it's coming back, THIS September: www.harmonixmusic.com/games/da…

Please take care, lovely. :heart:
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Hey there bro! Yeah I read the news and saw the video a while ago with the other DC peeps over Twitter, thanks a lot for the message though, I really appreciate it! I'm glad that Harmonix kept working with the DC franchise while working with Fantasia, and I can't wait to see more info on the matter on the next hours of E3 :heart:
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Miss-Gravillian1992 Featured By Owner May 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Love your art, so I just had to watch you ^^ ♥
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! Glad to have you on board :9
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geminibyky Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
Omg dude. I just borrowed a tablet from a friend and it is so hard to digital art, how do you do it? im just blah. im already done and ive only been using it for 2 minutes
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner May 13, 2014  Student Digital Artist
aahaha oh man i think using the wacom for me it's just plain natural, think of it as drawing on the screen and you shouldn't have many problems xD try drawing penises, that's always something fun to do *hit*
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geminibyky Featured By Owner May 16, 2014
I cant even draw a crap penis im so disappointed OTL
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Duude you just gotta FEEL the thing xD let's do an art trade now >:D I would love to have something yours bro
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TheblueQueen16 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Happtyu B-day
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you broo :heart: 
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TheblueQueen16 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Your welcome bro!
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FoxyFuture Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014  Student Writer
AYYEEE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :iconballoonsplz: :la: Eat LOADS of birthday cake!! :D
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Ziedrak Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Ahahah I sure will XD! Thanks a lot!
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FoxyFuture Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Student Writer
You're welcome! :iconiloveitplz: Hope it was a good day!!
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wowplayer00 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2014
Happy Birthday :D
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